Sunday, July 30, 2017

Fandom Friday: Fandom Doppelgangers

The Fangirl Initiative recently added a new weekly link-up for fangirls and fanboys: Fandom Fridays. I haven't had a chance to participate yet since I was in Florida the other weeks, but I'm participating this week, even though today isn't Friday. (It kind of bothers me not to post Fandom Friday on Friday, so maybe in the future I'll rearrange my blog schedule to fit it in like I started doing with Top Ten Tuesdays.)

This week's prompt is to discuss five characters from fandom that I relate to the most or get compared to the most. *shrieks* There are so many characters I relate to that it's hard to narrow down. But I'll do my best!

1. Bilbo Baggins (The Hobbit)

If I was forced to only pick one character I relate to, I wouldn't hesitate to pick Bilbo Baggins. Despite being tall, I am a hobbit at heart. I'd love to relax at home all day, eating food and reading books, maybe even tending the garden. But I'm also like Bilbo because I want to have adventure and go places, but the moment I step out of my house, I wonder "What in the world am I doing? I should go home immediately." The struggle is real. Bilbo Baggins has a big heart, which includes a bit of a Tookish heart, and I definitely have that. Plus, when people knock on the door, I creep around my house, hiding and trying to figure out who it is before I open the door. You know, it's the little things.

2. Rapunzel (Tangled)

While I'm not nearly as energetic or outgoing as Rapunzel, I definitely feel kinship with her. We're both a little naive, and we often trust people easily. Plus, when I am excited about something, I definitely do the squee-and-jump-up-and-down thing she does. Rapunzel has a soft soul, believing in the impossible and the romantic as well as believing in people. I am the same, at times, even if I won't admit it or show it. We're both creative, her with painting, me with writing. And I may or may not be dating Flynn Rider.

3. Newt Scamander (Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them)

I didn't jump on the Harry Potter bandwagon until I saw Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. It wasn't that I didn't enjoy reading Harry Potter, I did. I loved the world that was created and many of the characters, but I didn't connect to any one particular character. Until I met Newt Scamander. Within moments of Newt walking across the screen, I knew I had found someone to connect with. Newt is a shy guy, who likes to talk to animals more than people. He walks to his own beat, does his own thing, and doesn't let anybody stop him. He's adorkable and goofy in the best possible way and loyal once he gets to know someone. These aspects of him made me feel known. I would much rather talk to animals or books than people. I like to do my own thing, and sometimes I'm a little goofy. I'm loyal to those I'm close to, and I'd like to think I stand up for what I believe. Plus, who wouldn't want a suitcase full of fantastic creatures?

4. Matt Murdock (Daredevil)

When I first watched Daredevil, I was shocked to find a lot of similarities between myself and Matt Murdock. I didn't expect this pushed-to-the-side superhero to mean so much to me, but he did. From his deep friendship with Foggy to his unstoppable need to save his city to the war within his heart and mind, I feel Matt Murdock deep in my soul. He has a lot of pent up anger for injustice, and he's often times reckless as he tries to save the city. But he doesn't give up or in. I'd like to think if faced with a similar situation, if there was no other way to stop injustice, that I, too, would rise up to the challenge. He struggles a lot with juggling his religion with what needs to be done to stop the injustice, which I think is one of the best depictions of the Christian faith ever portrayed in entertainment. It's not beating around the bush or promising a happily ever after; it's life, lived day in and out, trying to find a balance between human nature and the will of God. I know that kind of struggle. In addition, Matt Murdock became a lawyer to help people. Everything he does is for others, from his friends to random strangers who need assistance. I, too, want to help people, to bring them hope.

5. Jane Bennet (Pride and Prejudice)

Often overshadowed by her sister Elizabeth, Jane Bennet is a quiet soul. She's shy, she's pretty, and she's optimistic. Jane sees the best in people, even when they hurt her. She doesn't let it stop her from hoping that something good will work out in the end. I definitely connect with Jane more than the other Bennet sisters (though I wish I could be as quick and outspoken as Elizabeth). Jane is sweet, and often, people say I'm sweet. But I'm also shy and misunderstood, just like Jane. There's nothing wrong with being like Jane though, after all she does get her man, who is just as sweet and adorable as her.

Bonus: Toothless (How To Train Your Dragon)

I cannot have a list of doppelgangers without including my ultimate fandom twin: dragons. I am a dragon, it's a truth universally acknowledged by everybody who knows me. And if I'm any specific dragon, I'm most like Toothless from How to Train Your Dragon. Toothless is kind of goofy, kind of silly, but all kinds of adorable. He loves Hiccup and is loyal to a fault once he gets to know you. He can also be super sassy, which is practically my second language. Toothless is a pretty epic dragon, and I think I relate a lot. Especially with the breathing magical blue fire orbs thing.

Of course, I relate to many other characters, including the Eleventh Doctor (Doctor Who), Lucy Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia), Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars), Eleven (Stranger Things), Belle (Beauty and the Beast), Armin Arlet (Attack on Titan), Iku Kasahara (Library War), Groot (Guardians of the Galaxy), and more!

Are you participating in Fandom Fridays? Tell me about your fandom doppelgangers and don't forget to link-up!

Friday, July 28, 2017

Series Review: To All the Boys I Loved Before by Jenny Han

I continually tell myself that I am not a contemporary genre person. Here and there, I've read contemporary novels. Some I've enjoyed, but most I have not. Especially if they're YA. A lot of the YA contemporary tropes infuriate me so much that it's not worth reading. However, there are exceptions. And every time I say I am not a contemporary genre person, a contemporary novel proves me wrong.

Such is the case for To All the Boys I Loved Before by Jenny Han. This series is pure fluffiness. Not fluff, as in trivial or superficial or without meaning/point. Fluffy. As in cute and adorable. As in I want to squish every character in a big hug. As in I want to be best friends with Lara Jean (and Kitty).  As in I want to bake tons of goodies and eat them all while watching cute, fluffy Disney movies. As in I want to smash the books together as if they're my new OTP, like...

You get the point.

I heard about To All the Boys I Loved Before a while ago. I was even intrigued by the plot, despite my usual judgmental looks toward the contemporary romance genre. But I just never read it. Until I heard (more like was bombarded) with all the hoopla about the unexpected, but definitely wanted, third book. So then, I realized, I had to read the series.

And I'm so glad I did.

Like I said before, these books are filled with so much fluffy adorableness I'm genuinely surprised I enjoyed it. (Give me all the dark, stabby, dragon-esque, action-y stuff and I'll be happy.) But there were so many things about these books that I adored that I was able to get past the things I wasn't so keen on.

First, Lara Jean. I wish I could be her best friend. In fact, if I had gone to high school with her, I'd probably be her best friend. She was hilarious and fun and super adorable. Sometimes she was innocent and naive, maybe even a bit crazy about boys and immature about stuff that happened, but honestly, I felt connected to Lara Jean. When I was in high school, I was like Lara Jean. I was oblivious to a lot and naive about a lot, but I survived. And Lara Jean survives. (Plus, Lara Jean agrees with me that Gilbert Blythe is the perfect man.)

Second, I love how much she focuses on baking and food in general. These books were so delicious to read. You cannot read these books without craving-or eating--something sweet. Brownies, cookies, cake, even waffles! Most of the time when books focus on food so much it's trite or boring or way too much unnecessary detail you want to stab yourself in the eye with a fork, but not for these books. These books did it right. They had the perfect blend of food to make the world feel real. (Also, we need more books that do food right because, wow, delicious.)

Third, Lara Jean's family. I'm not Korean, and I haven't read that many books or watched that many shows/movies with Korean characters. (It's actually a crime.) But I freaking adored Lara Jean's family, from her quirky younger sister to her very white dad to her sophisticated older sister. Can we talk about these sisters though? Sister relationships in books are my absolute favorite, and I adored the sister dynamics in these books. I can sense that Jenny Han must have sisters because it felt so real and relateable to my own sister relationship. I love how things change and stretch between the three Song girls but also how they still come together, still love one another, and always pick each other first (especially over boys). It was fantastic. Kitty was golden. I aspire to be like her someday. And you gotta love their poor dad. He tries so hard. He deserves an award.

Fourth, the concept. I don't know about you, but the idea of someone mailing ex-love letters to boys you once loved is not only horrifying, it's hilarious. And this book was hilarious. I adored reading about Lara Jean trying to juggle the worst moment of her life and her feelings for each of the boys in turn. Some were easier than others, and some changed a lot. And I just loved that it felt realistic and natural. There wasn't an instant "happily ever after." None of her relationships were perfect, but it worked out. And while I was leaning more toward one boy than the other (ayyyy John Ambrose McClaren), I was satisfied with who Lara Jean ends up with. The ending of Always and Forever, Lara Jean was pure gold, and I probably cried. (Okay, I might have teared up. I don't really cry, frozen heart and all.) Plus, I feel like the way the characters were portrayed showed that they weren't perfect; they were human and they make mistakes and act like jerks and do stupid things. And I don't know. It was refreshing to read characters that come across that way instead of being absolutely perfect and magical like unicorns or something.

Anyways, there are probably like a thousand tiny details that I love about this series, but on to what I wasn't so keen on. These books talk about sex a lot. A lot. Which I guess... okay? They are teenagers in relationships, trying to figure things out. I wasn't really keen on it because it wasn't what I signed up for. But at least it did discuss protection and why people are having sex, so okay? That's better than just doing it on a whim without any forethought or whatever like a lot of YA. And SPOILER/ they don't actually do it by the end of the series! They almost do, but Peter stops them because he knows Lara Jean is doing it for the wrong reasons and he doesn't want that. And my goodness, it's possible! It's freaking possible for teenagers in a relationship for more than year to not have sex. /END SPOILER Thank you, Jenny Han. God bless you and America. But it did point out that guys and girls are treated differently when it comes to having sex and being in a relationship, which is good because I think that's something often overlooked in books and our society in general. The other things I didn't like were Margot (she was kind of annoying once she went to college), the Joshua plot line (Nope, no, no. Weird. Get out.), and sometimes Peter was a jerk. Like a real jerk. And I felt that his jerkiness in P.S. I Still Love You was completely out of the blue and just in there for "unnecessary drama" purposes so Lara Jean could have a fling with John Ambrose McClaren. Also, a few stereotypical things like ex-girlfiends=evil monster queens and girls have to be boy crazy and guys have to be sex crazy were eye-rolling worthy.

Overall, though, these books were just so fun to read. I laughed a lot while reading them, and they definitely left me feeling squishy and fluffy inside, which is sometimes difficult for me and contemporary YA. A+ for diversity, adorableness, and sister relationships. I could probably read ten more novels about Lara Jean and her misadventures with dating and life. (I mean, can we get Lara Jean visiting Korea? in college? planning her wedding? Please?) Plus, the series is being made into a movie, and they recently announced the cast with pictures and I'm just... it's going to be great! I'm excited.

If you're looking for a light, fluffy and adorable read with ridiculous antics, tons of pop culture references, and delicious food, read To All the Boys I've Loved Before and join in the adorbs!

~I checked out To All the Boys I've Loved Before, P.S. I Still Love You, and Always and Forever, Lara Jean by Jenny Han from my local library and chose to review them of my own free will. All opinions are my own.~

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Unpopular Opinion: The Most Disappointing Books I've Read So Far in 2017

Recently, I've learned I'm a book snob. I used to never DNF a book unless I really couldn't get into it. Now, I DNF books left and right without feeling a thing. So I thought I would list books I've read recently that didn't live up to my Book Snob Expectations. Since there aren't 10 books published this year that I was disappointed in (I'm actually surprised), I'm going to discuss books I read this year, regardless of publication date, that left me dissatisfied.*

*If you enjoyed any of these titles, have no fear. I have ridiculously high standards sometimes, and most of these books received 3-stars from me despite my irritations. I feel that most of these could have been better, but if you enjoyed them, great! There are tons of books I read so far this year that received similar ratings. I just didn't have any expectations going into it, like I did with these.

1. The Raven King by Maggie Stievfater
Don't hurt me. Please. I inhaled the first three books of The Raven Cycle in a matter of weeks. I was eagerly looking forward to the grand conclusion, and I had high hopes based on Goodreads reviews. But... I was not satisfied with The Raven King. (And I learned that Goodreads reviews lie.) The Raven King had a lot going on, which is probably the biggest problem. There was too much happening without enough explanation. And the whole build-up to Blue kissing Gansey? Garbage. SPOILER There was no explanation for why he died because she kissed him. Like yeah, there was a prophecy about her or whatever that said she'd killed him, but there wasn't a concrete reason?!?? He died because of the prophecy, not because of Blue. And I just couldn't handle that. Then it didn't even matter because they simply brought him back with *waves arms* MAGIC. I wanted him to die! As harsh as that sounds, I think the story would have benefited if he'd died. (The CYCLE would have been complete, and it would have been great.) But instead, it wrapped up into a nice, little present of GOOD FEELINGS and HAPPINESS. But just... ugh. Also what the frick-frack happened to Noah? He was my favorite ghost boy ever, and he just disappeared. I'm angry. 

I'm sorry. I wanted so, so badly to love this. But I felt like I was ripped off with that ending. It could have been better.

2. Carve the Mark by Veronica Roth
I tried. I tried so hard to read this book. But I gave up after about 100 pages. The beginning chapters were intriguing, I was like... okay, maybe this will work. But then it just. got. so. slow. Nothing happened for ages and ages. And it was a disaster. I read several Goodreads reviews (I really shouldn't trust it, though) and decided to give up. Because who has time for 500 pages of slooooowwww reading that isn't worth it in the end? Not me. (Aka Book Snob Mode has been engaged.) Plus! Plus, it ripped off Star Wars almost word for word. Did you really think we wouldn't notice that "the current" sounds an awful lot like... I dunno, THE FORCE? The best thing about this book is the cover, honestly.

3. Defy the Stars Claudia Gray
The cover of Defy the Stars is absolutely gorgeous, but I couldn't get into the story or connect with the characters. I wanted to. And I might give this another try when I have more time, but for now, I've marked it as DNF, and occasionally, I give it sad faces from across the library.

4. Wintersong by S. Jae Jones
Why??? Okay, so the premise of this book sounded cool, and I freaking loved the references to "Goblin Market" by Christina Rossetti. I was hooked. And while the story is great, it kind of just... didn't work? There was a lot of content that could have worked better as an adult book, and then there were parts that just dragged. I don't know. It wasn't bad, but it didn't live up to my Book Snob Expectations.

5. Caraval by Stephanie Garber
This book had its highs and lows. The concept was great, the descriptions were gorgeous, and the plot was a wild adventure. It had a lot of potential. So. Much. Potential. And I felt like parts of it, especially the ending, didn't live up to that potential. It definitely could have been better. And now I'm a sad panda because of it.

6. Daughter of the Pirate King by Tricia Levenseller
Go. Away. Just go away. Again, this book had a lot of potential, but I can't believe I finished reading it and didn't give it up. There was so much about it that annoyed me. (Like I wanted to strangle the main character???? That's not normal.) And it was predictable and vague and at times booooring. The pirates were boring?! How is that even possible? I'm also a pirate snob, so you know, there's that.

7. The Secret Diary of Lizzie Bennet by Bernie Su and Kate Rorick
Why does this even exist? It was garbage. All garbage. Don't even bother reading it. Nope, not even for Darcy's letter. (Everything in the letter is revealed in the show anyways, so whatever.) Honestly, I'm still angry about this book.

8. The Upside of Unrequited by Becky Albertalli
I read 20 pages of this book, read a few Goodreads reviews (again, why?), and gave up. I just knew I wasn't going to like it. It felt like it was pushing an agenda, which okay whatever. But it wasn't something I wanted to read. It has a lot of high reviews, so if you liked it, great. But it wasn't just not my thing.

9. The Star-Touched Queen by Roshani Chokshi
This was pretty, but where was the plot? the pacing? I love the concept, especially the inclusion of Indian mythology, but this book had a lot of problems. The pacing was awful and the plot kind of dissipated part way through. It needed more time to stretch and flesh out. But there were also beautiful, beautiful moments. *sigh*

10. When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon
*groans* Don't even get me started. Just read my rant if you really want to know how much I hate this book right now.

What books have you read recently that disappointed you? Do you have any "unpopular opinions" about certain titles?

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Things I Learned in Florida

Last week, I spent seven days in the Ocala National Forest in Florida, helping at a summer camp as part of a missions trip with my church. It was my first time going to Florida, and while I didn't go to a beach or Disney World, what I did experience was amazing. I would definitely go again, so here are a few things I learned (and should remember) about the Ocala National Forest and Florida.

The team that went. 
  • There is no dirt. The dirt is sand.
  • It's either hot or hot and humid. Nothing else.
  • Gators croak and dig deeper in the water if you throw rocks at them.
  • Kids are kids no matter where they are from or what kind of life they live.
  • Drink lots of water.
  • Florida has deer and squirrels.
  • Florida also has snakes, lizards, toads, and bugs everywhere, so watch out.
  • There are also bears.
  • Don't think about what's in the lake water.
  • Palm trees can be short and tall.
  • The lizards are fast.
  • Drink lots of water.
  • Cockroaches like to hang out in bathrooms.
  • Mosquitoes are bigger and darker, which makes it easier to squash them.
  • Don't touch the mossy vegetation hanging from the trees because there are probably ticks.
  • Hot dogs are God's favorite food because they are made from a little of every creature He created.
  • Don't lose your team flag.
  • Be flexible.
  • Wear sunscreen and bug spray or you'll regret it.
  • It thunderstorms every day.
  • Drink lots of water.
  • Bring extra clothes, especially underwear. 
  • If you have to use the bathroom, you aren't sweating enough.
  • Don't slide, you might get a splinter.
  • It takes longer than an hour for 40+ girls to shower, even if they are short showers.
  • Everybody is somebody. There aren't any nobodies.
  • Dirt is good. But we aren't not dirt. We are gifts from God.
  • Follow the instructions.
  • No PDA (pronounced: Puh-dAH)
  • Drink lots of water.
  • Bring your water bottle everywhere.
  • Andrew. Amber. Michael. Matthew. Come here. Sit down. Get back here. Listen. Get off me. Don't hit.
  • You can bribe kids with single digit dollars into doing almost anything.
  • If you don't like what's for dinner, eat it with a smile anyways.
  • Water is your favorite drink and whatever is being served is your favorite meal.
  • Say Amen.
  • The Forest is loud. It is also quiet.
  • Drink lots of water.
  • Girls talk a lot.
  • If you sneak out, you will regret it.
  • If you are wet, wait about ten minutes and you'll be dry.
  • Most bugs in Florida want to bite you.
  • If a big white van pulls up, get in.
  • The sky is blue, even when it's thundering.
  • The sky is also huge.
  • The Forest in Florida is basically a jungle and a forest smashed together. Meaning you can get attacked by a bear and trip over vines and jungle-y ferns at the same time.
  • Bugs literally drop from the ceiling. So do children.
  • There are gigantic red ant things and gigantic red wasp things. Both sting. 
  • Pool sticks are for playing pool. Not hitting.
  • Drink lots of water.
  • The best way to arm wrestle is to scream.
  • If your feet can't touch the bottom of the lake, find someone who is taller than you.
  • If you hear Pastor Dave's voice, stop talking and listen.
  • Breakfast is at nine. If you're late, your breakfast is cereal.
  • Drive 75 mph in a 55 mph zone. 
  • Make sure your navigator knows he or she is the navigator.
  • If you feel something land on your legs, smack it.
  • 3AM doesn't exist.
  • Drink lots of water.
Dinner after the camp week was over! Do we look tired?

Friday, July 21, 2017

Book Rant: When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon

WARNING: This post includes spoilers and an unpopular opinion about a highly praised YA novel. Read at your own discretion.

Often times as bookworms (or as I like to call myself bookdragons), we focus on the books we love, the stories that sweep us away, and the characters we befriend. We like to ignore the stories we didn't like, leaving them in a dark corner of our bookshelves to collect dust. We can be afraid to share our opinion, to admit that something about a book didn't work for us, especially when a book is highly praised by so many other readers. We don't always want to talk about aspects that we're tired of reading.

One YA trope I'm tired of is when two characters, often times who barely know each other, fall madly in love and sleep with one another without consequence or discussion.

For example, let's look at When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon.

When Dimple Met Rishi is an adorable YA contemporary romance about two Indian-American teens who hold varying beliefs about tradition and are arranged to be married by their stereotypically oblivious parents. So there's Dimple, who is this headstrong young lady who doesn't hold to Indian traditions and would rather go to college for computer science and have a career than please her parents who want her to get married and become the typical housewife with ten children. Enter Rishi, a hopeless romantic that upholds tradition, believes in kismet, arranged marriages, and Indian gods, and wants to please his parents to no end.

This sounds like a fantastic story waiting to happen. Until it actually happens. For one, I thought Dimple would stay this headstrong, geeky girl throughout the novel, maybe pushing Rishi along to follow his dreams while Rishi would nudge Dimple into embracing some of her Indian traditions. Instead, we get a messy, convoluted story with one of the worst female characters I've read and the precious cinnamon roll Rishi, who deserves so much better than Dimple.

All because of (can you guess?)... sex.

Ah, yes. The stereotypical, I've-only-known-you-for-three-weeks-and-I-hated-your-guts-two-weeks-ago-but-we-share-something-special kind of sex.

Kill. Me. Now.

Now it wouldn't have been as big of a problem for this story, mainly because it's a YA contemporary romance and at this point I expect the characters to sleep with one another, but it's the way it happened that miffs me the most.

Dimple hated Rishi. And I mean truly hated him. She threw her perfectly good iced coffee at him when they first met, tried to switch partners during the coding camp, and complained every other sentence about how much she disliked him. Yet after one fun (and unnecessary) "team bonding" exercise, she starts to change her mind.

Her loathing of him doesn't last longer than a good twenty-four hours, we forget completely about the awesome STEM-focused coding camp they are attending, and soon everything involves kissing. For pages. Pages and pages upon them kissing or thinking about kissing. Even when Dimple has this firm belief in not having a relationship right now, but instead, focusing on college and career goals.

So it's during a particularly heated kissing scene, which is only a few weeks after they meet mind you, that Dimple decides that she wants to have sex. And Rishi, being the precious cinnamon roll he is, tells her that right now it's probably not the best moment, considering they are both racing with hormones and emotions and what decision do you think they were going to make during that time anyways? Plus, there's a hint of him wondering if that's what he wants--or if he wants to respect his morals/traditions/parent's opinion and do the right thing? (To which, Dimple complains it's their life, not their parents and they don't have to listen to their parents' wishes. I really wanted to slap her at this point, except I really wanted to slap her at every point.)

So they wait to make that decision at a later time when both are in the right frame of mind. Except only a few pages later, they're making out again and decide right then and there to have sex.

No discussion. Not decision-making. No talking about it afterwards either. Just do it and move along.


Where did that come from? What happened to all of Rishi's morals and beliefs? They just flew out the window when Dimple walked in? And also, why the heck did Dimple want that? Over and over in the story, she talks about how she doesn't want a permanent or long-distant relationship. She wants to focus on her school, on a career. Yet again, the moment Rishi shows up, she throws caution to the wind and wants a relationship (then doesn't want it, then wants it again, until I was whiplashed so hard I can't believe I could still finish reading this book).

And it was after they sleep together that Dimple wonders if Rishi loves her. Again, I ask: WHAt?! If you don't love someone, why are you sleeping with them? Have YA books stooped so low that it's okay to do that? That doesn't sound healthy to me.

I was angry. Angry because this was the perfect opportunity to spotlight a religion and set of traditions that are not the "stereotypical" or "cliche" Christian way but has high morals and beliefs. And it was thrown out the window, for what? To have realistic depiction of teens? To have a steamy sex scene in a YA novel? I just don't get it.

I've heard a lot of excuses about this kind of content in a YA book, for both insta-love and built-up relationships. It's realistic. It's normal. We need to show teens having safe, healthy sex. But honestly, I know a lot of teens who are not having sex, who aren't even in a relationship, and don't want to read about characters in the majority of YA books having sex. Instead, they want clean reads, books that show characters making the decision not to have sex or drink alcohol or use drugs. Characters who change the world, not the bedroom.

It would be great to spotlight people who have morals and beliefs beyond the "stereotypical" Christian books. (Though, if you write Christian books and you do it well, props to you. People need you to keep writing also.) Because a lot of people in our world have morals and beliefs. Even Dimple's belief of women being more than just a housewife would have been nice to see. But that part of her personality kind of faded away, came back for a moment, and then just dissipated. (Along with her interest in coding and computers.)

The book community is constantly (to the point of suffocatingly) looking for books that represent all people. Diverse reads are highly sought, which is great and which is why When Dimple Met Rishi is so highly praised. But I think to be truly representative of all people, we also need books where characters make the decision not to have sex or not jump into a romantic relationship because there are some teens that aren't in relationships or are choosing not to have sex. There are also teens that don't swear or drink alcohol or do drugs. I know these teens, I see these teens every day at work. It's possible to write books that are clean, there are some out there, but we need more. We always need more. (And we need better written ones.)

Who says that only Christian books have to include characters who are abstinent or drug-free? Or only Christian books can spotlight religion? There are so many diverse religions and people groups in America--in the world--that share similar beliefs and lifestyles such as not consuming alcohol or using foul language or having premarital sex. If the book community is begging for such diverse reads, why can't we show those lifestyles also? I would love to read a rip-roaring space adventure without a cliche conversion story or a high fantasy where the characters don't have to cuss up a storm every two paragraphs or sleep with every person in sight like they're some kind of feral animal.

Sometimes there needs to be a point where a character realizes there are more important things to do than get a girlfriend or boyfriend. I mean, if we can have a highly successful Spider-Man movie where Peter doesn't kiss the girl, I think we can have a YA novel where the romance doesn't overshadow the plot or where the characters don't sleep together by the end of the book.

When Dimple Met Rishi had a lot of great moments, especially representing Indian tradition. I just wish it had gone a step further and shown a different lifestyle that is often overlooked in YA. There were other problems I had with the novel as well (like the plot that disappeared once the kissing started or the unnecessary side drama), but I won't go into that right now. I wanted to like this book, and I'm not swearing off Menon's writing forever. I will definitely try more of her books in the future. But sometimes, I feel like I'm asking too much from YA, and maybe this expectation is the perfect example of why I normally avoid YA contemporaries. Because usually they are not my cup of tea. (Or iced coffee, eh?)

Is there a common trope/element of YA (or another genre) that you're tired of? Let's discuss it.

~I borrowed When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon from my local library and chose to write this post of my own free will. All opinions are my own.~

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Beautiful People: July 2017

For some writers, July means scrambling to write as many words as possible for Camp Nanowrimo. For me, it means I'm in the depths of editing--at least this time. And surprisingly, it's going well. Maybe it's the story, maybe it's my motivation, maybe it's something else entirely--either way, I'm going to keep at it while it lasts. So for Beautiful People this month, Sky and Cait decided to feature questions not about characters, but about the authors to commemorate Camp Nanowrimo's craziness!

So sit down, grab the closest mythological beast (for cuddles, obviously), and learn about me, the author.


How do you decide which project to work on?

(Me, basically)

Usually, the project picks me. Whatever story (or character) won't leave me alone is what I focus on. But sometimes I have to postpone stories in order to edit or move forward with long-term projects. (I still keep a notebook or computer document handy to write down any ideas that come my way, though. Don't want to lose those!)

How long does it usually take you to finish a project?
What is this word... finish?

Just kidding! It really depends on the story. If I'm participating in Nanowrimo, sometimes I can finish a first draft in a month. If I'm working on editing, I have no idea how long it'll take, considering I've never finished editing a project yet. But mainly, it depends on what story I'm telling, what part of the process I'm focused on (read: drowning in), and what else is happening in my life.

Do you have any routines to put you in the writing mood?

Ha ha. Just kidding. Not really? I just have to be focused. So if something is distracting me or I need to do something first, I have to do that in order to focus on writing. Most of the time.

What time of day do you write best?
I'm most productive at night, when it's quiet, but I'm usually always writing. Even if I'm not writing on my computer or with a pen to page, my mind is dwelling on writing, forming stories and worlds, learning about characters--it's all there.

Are there any authors you think you have a similar style to?
According to the "I Write Like" website, I have a similar style to... Agatha Christie

Not sure that I do, but okay then. I'm not sure who I have a similar style to, though. (If anybody has read my work, let me know in the comments who I'm similar to!)

Why did you start writing, and why do you keep writing?
I can't recall why I started. As a wee child, I must have had an idea and decided to write it down. But I keep writing because it's the best way I can communicate. It's the best way for me to express myself. And it's the best way to make me feel alive. (Annd....)

What’s the hardest thing you’ve written?
That 20 page lit theory paper in college was a disaster.

(Me, when I finished)

Is there a project you want to tackle someday but you don’t feel ready yet?

I have a lot of projects I'd like to tackle someday. My idea bank won't stop. I have plenty of Pinterest boards to help me gather ideas for when I'm ready. A lot of ideas--like the Airplane Novel or my fairy tale retellings or my Peter Pan retelling--would require more research and re-reading stories. Other stories, like my space opera and my superhero novel, just require having time to do so. (And probably the best mood/frame of mind to do so.)

What writing goals did you make for 2017 and how are they going?

(Me explaining my 2017 goals)

I never publicly announced any writing goals for 2017, but I think the big thing I want to focus on is editing and rewriting my library novel. I'm in the depths of editing now, which requires re-reading the story and figuring out what needs to be fixed and improved. So I'd say so far it's going well. A lot better than earlier this year when I found it difficult to write or edit anything. If I could finish this story up enough for beta readers by the end of the year, that would be stupendous.

Describe your writing process in 3 words or a gif!

Okay, okay. Just kidding. It's more like this:

(Three gifs, sue me.)

What does your writing process look like? Let me know if you're participating in Beautiful People!

Friday, July 14, 2017

Book Review: The Evaporation of Sofi Snow by Mary Weber

Ever since I read the Storm Siren trilogy by Mary Weber, I've been waiting for another book by this lovely author. When I learned she was releasing a YA science-fiction novel, The Evaporation of Sofi Snow, I was stoked and placed the book as one of my most anticipated reads for 2017. I finally finished the book toward the end of June (come on, I had to read all the library books I had checked out first), and while the ending left me eagerly anticipating the sequel, I thoroughly enjoyed the story. (And the cover is absolutely gorgeous, and I'm still not over it.)


Sofi Snow, an online gamer and hacker, assists her brother Shilo in the Fantasy Fighting arena, which consists of real and virtual games put on by Earth's ruling corporations. When a bomb takes out part of the arena--and supposedly her brother with it--Soft sets off to find answers, clear her own name, locate her brother, and effectively disappear. But to do so means confronting the Delonese, an alien race that live on the ice planet that currently orbits Earth, and teaming up with someone from her past--someone who hurt her. 

My Thoughts

This book had it all: a female character who is good at hacking and gaming, diverse characters, sibling relationships, excellent world-building, and a focus on real-world issues that are often times overlooked or left unaddressed. I was thoroughly impressed with how much was packed into this 350-page book and how well Mary Weber addressed all those issues.

Sofi Snow is a badass. She not only escapes confinement with practically nothing, but she can navigate a computer system with just as much ease, and that's awesome. I'm glad there's a least one book out there with a female character who thrives in the gaming/hacking world. It was a nice change of pace than other YA novels. Miguel was an interesting character. I liked that he was bilingual and had crazy colored hair. I knew there was much more to him than surface level, so I enjoyed watching his character unfold and reveal itself in surprising ways.

The world-building was definitely interesting and well-developed. There was a lot of cool technology incorporated, yet it still felt reasonable and believable. The government system, the games, even the strange aliens and their world was incredibly detailed and thought out. The reason I'm so wary of a lot of YA dystopian is that I feel like the world-building is only half-there (and the plot is only half-there as well). But that is not the case with The Evaporation of Soft Snow. This world feels alive and lived in, it feels like a natural progression from our world.

Of course there were a few things here and there that didn't work for me. Sometimes there was too much information or too much going on that I couldn't keep up. It also referenced Miguel's blackmail photos for ages without revealing even a hint of what it could be. (I honestly prepared for the worst and was surprised when it wasn't as bad as I had thought.) But she does an excellent job touching on a lot of real-world issues. From human trafficking to mental illness to how girls are treated because they're friendly (not flirty), this book highlights a lot of issues, both big and small. And I'm thankful that Mary Weber chose to include these things instead of ignoring them. The book also as a largely diverse cast, which she based on people from her own life. I think that was important and impactful as well.

Now, we have to talk about that ending. That ending. Mary Weber's first book, Storm Siren, ended on a pretty huge cliffhanger that left me screaming. I never thought she would do that again, but I was wrong. (Why was I wrong? Why didn't I see it coming?) The Evaporation of Sofi Snow ends. It just ends without a significant resolution, without even a warning. It ends. And I am so angry! Now I have to wait almost a whole year to find out what happens next. (The agony!)

Overall, I enjoyed The Evaporation of Sofi Snow. It's similar to Ender's Game, The Hunger Games, and Neon Genesis Evangelion, for all different reasons. (Which sounds pretty awesome to me.) I liked the characters, the world-building, and the story. I liked the focus on family, on forgiveness, on doing the right thing, making the right decisions. There are a lot of twists and turns with this story, and it definitely did not disappoint. Mary Weber, you rocked it once again!

~I purchased The Evaporation of Sofi Snow by Mary Weber and chose to write a review of it of my own free will. All opinions are my own.~

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

TFI's 2017 Summer Reading Mission: Challenge Accepted

The Fangirl Initiative is hosting a summer reading challenge, which includes the opportunity to win a bookish surprise! All you have to do to enter is post photos of the books you're reading for each prompt on social media with the hashtag #TFIMission. (Full details of the challenge on the website.) Here are the books I have read or plan to read to fulfill each prompt.

1. Book related to the beach or ocean: The Sandcastle Empire by Kayla Olson. (Completed! You can check out my full review of this amazing book here.)

2. Something that takes place in a different place than where you live: When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon. This book takes place in San Francisco. (Completed!)

3. Finish a series you've already started: Forever and Always, Lara Jean by Jenny Han. This is the third and final book in the To All the BoysI've Loved Before series. (Completed! I just finished this book. It was insanely adorable and had a perfect ending.)

4. Graphic novel (or comic book): I read a lot of comic books and graphic novels, so this one wasn't hard to complete. I could use Lumberjanes Vol. 5 or 6, Hawkeye Vol. 6, Civil War II, Gotham Academy... etc.

5. Book you wouldn't normally read (whether because of format or genre): I'm planning to read Silence by Shūsaku Endō. This is a hard prompt because I read a lot of different genres and formats. I don't, however, typically read such serious, historical books, but I've been intrigued by this book since I first heard about it.

6. Book that inspired a movie or TV show: I plan to listen to the audiobook of Wonder by R.J. Palacio later this summer. The movie comes out in November. If not this, then maybe The Death Cure by James Dashner, since I never finished that series and the movie is scheduled to release early next year.

7. Released this year: Our Dark Duet by Victoria Schwab, though I have a couple that could have worked. (Completed! This book ripped me to shreds.)

8. Book you own but haven't read: The Knife of Never Letting Go by Patrick Ness. I've been interested in this series for a while but just recently found a copy and added it to the top of my TBR list. It doesn't hurt that a movie adaptation is in the works with Daisy Ridley and Tom Holland.

9. Book you picked for the cover: The Evaporation of Sofi Snow by Mary Weber. This is sort of a stretch because I probably would have read this book no matter what, but you have to admit that cover is gorgeous and I can't get over it.

10. Book recommended to you: The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch. I've had several friends recommend this to me forever ago and several more recommend it to me more recently. I figured I should give it a try.

Let me know if you're participating in the challenge or any other reading challenges and what books you're planning to read!

Friday, July 7, 2017

Book Review: The Sandcastle Empire by Kayla Olson

Owlcrate's June theme was "Make It Out Alive," which centered around dystopian and survival stories. I have to say I was genuinely surprised with the book selection for this month, and I can definitely say it was my favorite part of the box. The book was The Sancastle Empire by Kayla Olson, a dystopian survival-thriller for fans of Lost and The Hunger Games.


When the Wolfpack takes over the world and its resources, Eden loses everything--her home, her family, her freedom. Her father, however, tells her about Sanctuary Island, the last neutral ground left on Earth. Determined to find both answers about her father's disappearance and a safe haven away from the Wolfpack, she escapes along with three other girls. But when they get to the island, things aren't what they seem. The island is full of deadly traps and new enemies, including the people Eden has come to know and care about. 

My Thoughts

I stayed up late finishing this book, and when I turned the last page and closed the book, all I could think was: WOW. I was surprised while reading The Sandcastle Empire. I've been wary of dystopian novels ever since The Hunger Games prompted tons of YA dystopians that were half-baked ideas of disappointment. But The Sandcastle Empire is far from disappointing or half-baked. It's clear while reading that Kayla Olson took her time developing the world, the characters, and the plot of her book. The Sandcastle Empire was terribly beautiful.

The world-building was believable, despite how scary that is, and how everything is explained over the course of the book worked well. We didn't get all the information right away, which made the book feel like it had a slow start. But this book is far from slow. There's a lot of tension and thrills throughout. Sanctuary Island is one creepy place, and it was intense to read.

The characters were also well-developed. I could easily tell the difference between the four girls, and later the three boys, after a only few pages of their introductions. Eden's first person POV was stunning. I never felt annoyed that I only had her side of the story. Her thought process was beautiful and full of so much meaning. The Sandcastle Empire also did an excellent job portraying anxiety and characters who help one another with anxiety. It was empowering to read.

The entire plot and story unfolded in an organic, logical way. Everything seemed to connect and work together to build upon the conflict and resolution. There was a little bit of romance, but it worked well. It wasn't the focus. There was a connection between characters. It happened. But the entire book didn't revolve around character A and character B getting together. There were more important things to do than finding a boyfriend or sleeping with someone. So I'm extremely satisfied with that. (Honestly, give Kayla Olson bonus points for writing a YA novel without all the typical YA tropes.)

The Sandcastle Empire is a slow read that builds, but in the best possible way. This is not a book to rush through; it's a book to take in, to let the words sink into your bones, and to think about what's being said. For now, it's a standalone, and I'm also grateful for that. I would like to spend more time with these character, to learn what happens after, but I'm also okay with the book being done and over. We'll see, though!

Basically, this book surprised me in the best possible way. I couldn't put it down. I read half of its 455 pages in one sitting, and I stayed up late trying to finish the rest of it. It was that good. The Sandcastle Empire reminded me of Lost, The Hunger Games, The Handmaid's Tale, and The Maze Runner all wrapped up in one, but it's definitely more than that. And I think I enjoyed it more than any of those other titles. I'm grateful this book was in June's Owlcrate because I'm not sure I would have picked it up otherwise, but you definitely should read this book. It was well-written and kept me on the edge of my seat. It already jumped high on my list of Best 2017 Reads. Kayla Olson is someone to keep your eye on.

~I received The Sandcastle Empire by Kayla Olson in the June 2017 Owlcrate box. I chose to write a review of the book of my own free will. All opinions are my own.~

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Comic Book Conglomeration: June 2017

June was a good month for reading novels apparently, since I read eight. But once more that means I read less comic books and manga. Still, most of the comic books I read this month were pretty good. (And no, I did not get through the Wonder Woman comic book stack I had. Most were taken back to the library unread and added to my TBR list on Goodreads for later. *sigh*)

Arki, 1 by Keiichi Arawi
I was handed this book in a car while waiting for people to shop in Wal-Mart. Needless to say, I finished it in one sitting. I wasn't very impressed overall. The stories were cute, but they were so disconnected I had a hard time keeping track of who was who or what was happening. I love slice of life, but these were more unrelated mini-episodes instead of building upon one another. I think I would like it better as an anime than I did as a manga.

The Legend of Wonder Woman Vol. 1: Origins by  Renae De Liz and Ray Dillon
Maybe it's because I read this right after watching the Wonder Woman film, but I really enjoyed this comic book. I liked how the did her origin story, explaining the gods and how she becomes involved with the war. Diana and Etta and the other gals were great, but my favorite part of the volume was the artwork. It was just so pretty and clear and wow. I'm impressed. I look forward to reading more in this series.

Bunny Drop (Usagi-drop) Vol. 1 and 2 by Yumi Unita
I watched the anime of this about a year or so ago, and I loved it. It's so cute. The manga, at least right now, is much the same. Daikichi's face still cracks me up, and Rin is so sweet. I can't wait to read more and get overwhelmed by all the adorbs!

Lumberjanes Vol. 5 and 6: Band Together and Sink or Swim by Noelle Stevenson, Shannon Watters, Carolyn Nowak, Grace Ellis, and Brooke A. Allen
Both of these volumes continue the wacky, hilarious adventures of the Lumberjanes. I adore these comics and highly recommend them. I love the art style, the creativity, and the craziness of them. In addition, these volumes revealed new secrets of the camp and showed how the girls all met, which was sweet.

Hawkeye Vol. 6: Hawkeyes by Jeff Lemire and Ramón Pérez
This comic hurt a lot. Clint and Kate grow apart due to the events of previous volumes, and it was a hard comic to read. There are a lot of flash forwards and flashbacks, and I loved how they mixed up the art styles and color schemes to differentiate what was happening between the past, present, and future. Despite the heartbreak, this comic was good. It became better and better as I read, and what was explored was touching.

What comics or manga have you read recently? Any recommendations?